Stick #18
PoorAsking about The whole situation · one of the deck's most cautionary signs
The short answer
Right now, you might feel like that cuckoo — displaced, crying out, unsure where you belong.
Reviewed 2026-06-08
Full readingStick No. 18
杜鵑
Asking about The whole situation · one of the deck's most cautionary signs
The short answer
Right now, you might feel like that cuckoo — displaced, crying out, unsure where you belong.
Reviewed 2026-06-08
Full readingWith blood and tears the enenkoo weeps, Full of grievance and full of sorrow deep.
Being a stranger in a strange place, He awakened from his dreams with homesick memories.
The cuckoo (杜鵑) in Chinese culture carries one of literature's most tragic stories. According to ancient legend, Emperor Wang of Shu fell so deeply in love that he abandoned his kingdom for romance. When natural disasters struck and his people suffered, he transformed into a cuckoo bird, forever crying out in regret.
The bird's distinctive call sounds like 'bu ru gui qu' (不如歸去) — 'better to go home.' Chinese poets have used the cuckoo's cry for centuries to represent exile, regret, and the pain of being cut off from where you belong. The bird literally cries blood — its red beak and throat creating the illusion of bloody tears.
This isn't just about homesickness; it's about the consequences of choices that separate us from our foundation.
Right now, you might feel like that cuckoo — displaced, crying out, unsure where you belong. This sign suggests you've been making decisions that pull you away from your core values or support systems. Maybe you've been chasing opportunities that look good on paper but leave you feeling empty.
The 'stranger in a strange place' isn't necessarily about physical location. You could be in your hometown but living a life that doesn't fit. That dream mentioned in the poem?
It represents moments of clarity when you remember what actually matters to you. The blood and tears aren't punishment — they're your authentic self trying to get your attention. This difficult period is actually serving a purpose.
Like the emperor who had to lose everything to understand his responsibilities, you're learning what happens when you drift too far from your foundation. The question isn't whether you'll face challenges — you're already in them. The question is whether you'll listen to that inner voice calling you back to what's genuinely important.
Sometimes we need to feel completely lost before we remember our way home.
Stop making major decisions for the next month — you're not seeing clearly right now. Instead, reconnect with people or places that knew you before recent changes began. Write down three things you used to value that you've been neglecting.
Start doing one small thing each day that honors your authentic self rather than impressing others. Pay attention to moments when you feel that 'homesick' feeling — those are clues about what's missing from your current path.